Saturday, February 26, 2011

Changing

Hey kiddos.
This is just a short little update.
Just to let you know, this site will experiencing either a few revamps or a complete change in layout. I'm not totally sure how far my abilities will take me yet, but once I figure things out everything should be finished in about a week at the latest (I hope...)
I do plan on having these new pages
- Photography
- Poetry and other works
- Artwork
This is just to keep things a little more organized and to mix it up a little. Hope you all will like it (because I'm not totally sure how it will turn out) :]

TWGS ♥

EDIT :: Alright I'm editing this post so I don't have to waste space, but so far I have managed to add a photography page (which can be viewed by clicking the navigation bar up there ^ ), change the template, the title fonts, and get a pretty ass-kicking banner up there as well. The base image of that banner is actually one of the photos I took. It's kind of sucky, but meeehh. Tis a Gemmie original. ^_^
Within the week (maybe), I hope to get a customized background that screams "GEMMIE!" I just need to figure out what that is XP Also planning to get those other pages up, and just a warning: I'll probably delete some of my older blog posts that are basically shit. And that's pretty much half of my older posts. I'll keep them archived on my laptop, though, but I highly doubt any of you would care. :P

EDIT2 [March 1]: Methinks I'll just keep adding on to this post until I get a new and adequate post up.
Anyway, I have recently deleted (almost) all my posts from before the blog entitled "Poetry" (that one was for The Ball) because that was when I stopped talking about myself and things no one cares about so much. The ones that remain are Blog Attempt #??? and Media Rant. I kept Blog Attempt #??? because that pretty much describes why I am here, writing words for you people to read. Media Rant is still there because it is part of the reason I am here and it's just too awesome to give up ^_^
I also have the skeletons of my writing page up, but nothing is really on there right now.
And yes, I am going to put up certain RP posts from MNI on here because I am really proud of some of them, especially since I recently started getting into roleplay.
Once I update the Writing page, I only need to get my artwork up and then the changes will stop happening so frequently. The last major change I'd want to get up would be that background that SCREAMS Gemmie, I just don't know how to incorporate Gemmie into a background so that might not end up happening for awhile.

Friday, February 25, 2011

Stats

Morning all.
Wanna hear a surprise?
I'm not up because I didn't sleep at all last night (my dad's first question when he came in). I'm up because I woke up early.
LE GASP.
Well it was more like a little nap, but I actually slept from like 1 to 5am (yes, 4 hours is a little nap to me), but it still counts :P

Anyway, I did have some kickass idea for a post, as my mind is adamant in convincing me, I just can't remember what it was >_<
So instead I shall be sharing with you some stats of my site, something I've actually been planning to do but was so lazy in actually transferring it into blog post form =]
Alright, well let's go to site views of all time via month.
February 2011: 85
January 2011: 74
December 2010: 100
November 2010: 118
October 2010: 115
September 2010: 27
August 2010: 36
July 2010: 57
Okay so here's what I don't get.
Why in the world does October and November have the most page views out of all the months when I posted NOTHING from September to December. That's like a 4 month time gap. What? Did people think that I'd come back to blog just because it was my birthday month? No no no no. That would be the last thing I'd blog about since my birthday SUCKED (yeah. I only got Reese's as presents this year... wait that's a lie. My mom gave me my phone a week before and I went to see Scott Westerfeld the day after she gave it to me, but that's completely different).
It also says that in May and June I got 0 page views, which makes no sense AT ALL since I have 4 posts from June and one in May, almost all of which have comments on them. But maybe the counter doesn't track page views back that far.

Page views today: 13
Page views yesterday: 5
Page views all time history: 612
I'd just like to note that the page views of all time history is different from the hit counter on the right because by the time I got that counter, I suppose I already had 200 page views logged in on my blog.
Oh, and 300 of those are probably from me. XD

The (individual) pages with the most views:
Totally Long and Mind Numbing blog post: 26
ISATs and GIMP: 23
10 Things: 18
ACTUAL comics?: 17
Love for Insomnia: 16
The 2011 Project of EPIC!ness and Turning Points: 15
March Renewal: 14
Springfield!: 12
My words fall to deaf ears: 11
Picture Sharing! ^_^: 10
Really guys? Really? The most viewed is the really long one that is mainly about Max Ride and is made up of like 3,400 words? You guys are nuts.I wonder how many of you actually read all that.

I don't wanna bore you with the traffic sources, as most of them came from MNI (mainly being my profile page and CoS). However three of them came from this site, so now I'm wondering "What the hell is Pingy and why are they referring me??"

Audience (countries):
USA: 305
Canada: 57
Russia: 51
UK: 29
Slovenia: 28
India: 19
Saudi Arabia: 19
Spain: 13
China: 12
Germany: 12
So I'm really wondering if 300 of those page views from the US are really from me, because the numbers just suddenly dropped dramatically once we get to Canada (which are obviously from Kat).
But honestly, I thought US and Canada would be the only countries on there because, like I stated before, Kat and I are the only one who read this thing. Apparently I'm wrong, as over 50 of them come from Russia.
So this is for all you readers out there, if you are from a different country and are NOT KAT, please come out of the shadows and comment because I'm really curious as to who would be crazy enough to keep coming back here (although I suppose you can still comment, Kat). Merci =]
Speaking of French, how come I don't have any FRENCH readers or even ITALIAN viewers? That would just make my life.
I do love you all for reading, though ^_^

Audience (browsers):
Internet Explorer: 405
Chrome: 71
Safari: 70
Firefox: 50
Opera: 13
Since I'm the only one that uses Chrome and nothing else, I'm going to assume that I've only contributed 71 page views to this site.
Actually no. I'm probably all 13 of those Opera view too, as I used to check in by using the Opera browser on my phone as well. So 84 of those views are from me (assuming) =]

Now it's time for photos! Yay!
I should have an official theme song for that.
Photography, Photography
Fun with cameras that are crappy. 
YEAH!
I'll also make a banner for this XD
Anyway, I've cropped up quite a few recently because it was just so damn pretty outside.

Sunsets:
Inside (This one's my favourite)
Outside (I was really disappointed when a cloud moved over the sun)

Icicles:
Connected
Close up
Frozen drops
Caged
These icicles ARE under a car, as my sister is bedridden with the chicken pox I gave her (again). They were honestly REALLY hard to take.

Half Day!:
She watches you at night
PAIGEY! (I drew this of my friend really fast. She said it looks like her but with "Gemmie flair")
Into Your Arms (They were listening to that when I took it)
Broken Earphone
My dog sucks
"You never know who had sex right here on the floor" (I say that every time someone lies down XP)
100! (I took that picture intending it to be the 100th picture on my phone, but turns out it was only 99. Weird)

Random:
Remains (I JUST took that this morning)
Chicago is So Two Years Ago (title credit to Fall Out Boy, since I used to think the lyrics were "All the colours of the street lights" and not "street signs")
Maybe I should just have a separate page with all my pictures on it... According to my photobucket, I have like 7 pages worth of stuff already. >_>

TWGS ♥

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Early Morning Poetry

Morning dears!

Yes, yes, I am actually posting way early in the morning?
Why?
Because my sleeping schedule is fucked up, that's why. Lately I've gotten in the habit of going home from school, taking a super long nap that lasts until God knows when, and then staying up all night doing/procrastinating on homework. I've been legitimately up since 10. I've done practically nothing since (fuck you, Malcolm X).

Anyway, in case you are wondering, I am determined to post more often now that I've finally gotten around to coming back. It may not be everyday like it was over break and how it has been lately, but as I have actually managed to reach a full year with this blog I intend for it to keep my interest for as long as I still write. Most of these posts will be put up from like 2-6am when I am up (weird, huh?), so you'll probably miss most of them anyway unless I prompt my scarce amount of followers on twitter later in the day (if that's possible).
Oh and if you read last night's incoherent mess, kudos to you. I was just trying to wiggle my way out of finishing that world history packet :P
If you haven't read it, don't. Unless you like either Logan Miller or Alex Evans. I don't know. You might.

Anyway, I have brought to you POETRY!
Yay ^_^
Kind of. I haven't written anything in a REALLY long time so this one is generally crappy and short.
Not really sure what to call it, without being unoriginal.


Falling.
Farther and farther
Until my screams are taken from me
And I am left voiceless.
I knew this was coming for me
A tale I knew too well
Yet I still followed the plot.

I followed this path
Until it wasn't just a crack anymore.
It became a gorge.
A chasm.
A trench.
An abyss.
For what is a rut
But a hole with direction?

Alice may have stumbled upon it
But I dug the hole.
She fell up
I am still falling
Into my bottomless grave.

Don't you just feel better about yourself? XD
You don't need to know the details of this reason behind this one. My poems all follow a familiar trend anyway.

Also (doesn't that word just strike FEAR into your heart now?), I was reading some of my earlier posts and one of them was of me describing the projects I planned to pursue this year (which never worked out, as you should know) and I said that every time I posted I would put up the pictures that I took for my own Project 365.
Well even though I don't take pictures every day anymore, I do whip out my camera phone regularly, if not on a daily basis. If I do whip it out, I will most likely take like seven pictures before putting it back (unless it's running out of battery), so I will almost always have a few new pictures for you to see.
Right now most of them are for the photography contest on MNI. This round is a lyrics round, so we had to choose a song and take a picture of whatever goes along with it (did I already say this? I feel like I did)
These are for Pavlove by Fall Out Boy (duh).
Un
Deux
Trois
Quatre
Cinq
Six
Sept
None of them are bolded because I haven't sent any of them in yet. If you are reading this before February 25th, then I'd greatly appreciate it if you told me which one you like best (then again, only Kat reads this thing)
I also have two more from World History yesterday when Jacob was playing with the vent
Dancing Couple
Dancing Family!
Teenage boys have the best imagination :P

TWGS ♥

Remember to vote in that poll, chiennes. --->

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Late Night Procrastination Musings

okay so i had to post this
*doesn't feel like capitalizing anything*

right now it's about three in the morning and i have to be in school in like four hours. i did none of my homework (except for my french culture project) and i barely started my world history homework that was due last week.
but what am i doing instead?
staring at picture of logan miller.
but here's the thing.
it isn't logan miller.

lemme backup.
on mni (yes, mni reference again), i joined an rp (roleplay, look it up) that called for using a picture of someone to be the model for what your character looks like (the character image is called a playby). so for my playby i decided that logan miller would be a decent person to use. i look up pictures of him on google image and come across this picture. and now i'm thinking "holy shit, this can't be logan miller! it looks nothing like him!"
first reaction was "text stacy"
so we're both freaking out and all like, "he is freaking hot!" and squealing like we hormonal teenagers do when crossing a hot specimen of the other gender. all the while i'm comparing it with this picture, just to make sure that they were the same person. if you look really closely, they do have the same lips and the same nose and even the same chin. and while i'm convincing myself the whole time, "oh yeah, this is logan miller," there is a single name that kept floating at the back of my head.
alex evans. alex evans. alex evans. alex evans.
at the time of finding that picture, i did think that it looked far too much like alex evans, i just couldn't remember his name at the time. i've only heard of him once from a girl on mni that i haven't talked to in a really long time (man... i miss that chick).
anyway, awhile ago i'm like, "man, there is no way in hell that those two people can be the same" so i check the photobucket account that has it on there and look at the comments.
lo and behold, it was alex evans, not logan miller.

i was kind of disappointed, honestly, because i was thinking "dude, if some guys just straightened their hair more often, they would be hotter... or at least cuter, depending on the person" (example one leads to ross, who looked like some gay surfer when he had curly hair). but now the dream is crushed of logan miller being hotter with straight hair (but hey, you never know. he might be).
so with a crushed spirit now, i plan on telling stacy how i was bamboozled by the internet (damn!). no doubt that when i tell her she'll be like, "who's alex evans?" and i'm going to have to come up with an answer right? i mean, i have heard of the dude i should know who he his at least. but i've heard of so many things (mainly being male model, internet celebrity, just another famous emo dude) that i had to look him up for a concrete answer.
so far, all i'm getting from my search is "internet celebrity"

now i'm wondering, "how the hell did some random dude out of nowhere get to have the status of internet celebrity?"
no need for an answer why though. i mean, he's every girl's dream guy. for one he's hot. and number two he's hot. what more could you need? i certainly have reasons as to why i would be attracted to him
- he's canadian
- french is his native language (that's hot to me)
- he's a photographer
- he writes
and a bunch of other stuff off his site that i can't remember.
but i'm wondering how he got to be so famous. i mean, he's just a dude. it's not like he's some hilarious person on youtube, because that's totally different. i can see how people become famous on youtube. but as far as i know, alex evans started out with just a blog. how could some random canadian kid who practically had to teach himself english go from faceless to famous (at least with a certain crowd of people)? that's what perplexes me. is there some sort of secret formula that i'm missing? i personally don't want to be famous (unless it involves mega monies), but i always wonder how certain people got so popular.
i mean, not counting pop artists. that's quite obvious (usually).
but another good example is leda (idk her last name. i just know her name is leda and she's dating nathan owens). i know she has a youtube account and whatnot, but after looking at some of her videos she is not interesting. sure she's pretty, but that's pretty much all she's got going for her.

so now i can't help but wonder if people always flock towards the gorgeous emo/scene kids, because that's basically what leda and alex are labeled as.
i know what you're thinking: "but gemmie! you like those kind of people!"
shh. i know i like those kinds of people. i've always been attracted to them. i mean, that's what attracted me to destery, but he's freaking hilarious so he's got more than just looks going on for him. but lately it seems like all you need to get famous is to be really really hot or just a generally hot scene kid.
"wanna be famous? you must fill all required fields
- hot
- scene/emo/goth/skater/punk. as long as you wear a lot of black and skinny jeans, you're in
- be a guy with side bangs (if you are allegedly scene/emo/goth/skater/punk, we can automatically assume that you have side bangs, but this is just in case. also, we would prefer males, as they tend to crop up a higher fan base)
if you are a girl:
- nerdy. hot nerds get more attention, as those ugly nerds sitting on their fat asses at home who don't already have a boner at the mere sight of you, will most likely get into a massive erection just short of an orgasm upon discovering your nerd side. being "nerdy" includes being a fangirl of at least pokemon and zelda.
talented need not apply"
i'm sorry about that last part. i was totally thinking of destery humour upon writing that >_>
but it's true, eh?

either way, i'm pretty sure stacy will be somewhat disappointed by the fact that logan miller is not alex evans. i know i am.

and that, my friends, was my entire spiel that took like an hour to write because i just do not want to do my world history homework. (in case you can't do proper math, it is now four am) i refuse to do this mind numbing crap that is forced onto my teacher, which in turn is forced onto us!
it's better than a freaking paper on malcom x that connects to to kill a mockingbird, though.
but then that's better than a huge ass project that would take five weeks to finish.

anyway...
i put up a poll (finally) on the side where they used to be. this one is autobot vs decepticon. you should vote :]

shoutout to kat, who called me out on having a really weird accent via twitter.
i'm sorry if i sound weird on video! i'm not canadian, you know! ;_;
i still plan on having that accent off, though. my southern accent can kick your britsh accent's ass!
it'll be a classic red forman impersonation move.


TWGS ♥
omgz! the only capitalized letters in this entire post! holy shilzzle crackers!
on a side note, for some reason my computer shows my hearts to be like an e with trema accent marks over them (yeah, learned that from french. i'm not entirely sure if that's the same in english, too). anyone else see that? let me know! ^_^

Monday, February 21, 2011

Picture Sharing ^_^

*flails*
Don't kill me.

Yes, yes, I know.
After spewing out all that random shit over winter break I suddenly drop off the face of the earth once school starts.
But hey! School sucks the time out of me. I mean sure, I don't much of a great job managing it well, but if I didn't have school I'd probably post more.
Actually that is a lie, as proven by the week off I had while I was bedridden with chicken pox (for the second time in my life, apparently >_>). But to be honest, I didn't do anything on account of... actually what did I even do that week? *shrug* I forgot! XD

So what has been going on with me, you ask?
Actually, not a whole lot, but I'll give you a brief overview anyway via BULLET POINTS (in no real order)!
Because honestly, who doesn't love LISTS?
Unless it's a list of chores, in which case that's gruesome, but if it's bullet pointed then it's just that more enjoyable ^_^

  • I started Art Fundies (aka Design 1), French, and Gym (which isn't too bad, actually). French and art are the two reasons why I am still going to school.
  • I found out that French classes have the opportunity to go to France with Madame L every two years, but Art classes have the opportunity to go to Italy just for next year. Thus initiated a week of indecision.
  • I decided on Italy (:
  • But then I realized I needed a job ): (if anyone knows of any job openings around my area, please tell me... even though I'm only fourteen >_>)
  • I got the chicken pox... AGAIN. Though I first thought it was like deadly measles and started panicking, but turns out they were just troublesome pox marks.
  • My sister gave me her (very small) laptop
  • My father got a new job, but since it's so far away he lives in an apartment near there during the week and comes home for the weekend.
  • I became obsessed with Family Force 5
  • I downloaded a little more than 50 songs on my phone, 20 of them being Family Force 5 and only 11 being Fall Out Boy. Other repeat artists are: Bring Me The Horizon, The Maine, The Academy Is...
  • I'm now getting a C in French (I was gone far too many times and forgot to make up a quiz. Otherwise, I'd have at least a low A in French because I'm just that awesome)
  • We started To Kill a Mockingbird in English... but we finished. Now we're doing an essay to connect some aspect of life during the Civil Rights era and connecting it to the book (I'm so screwed, but that's nothing new).
  • I got the seventh book in Max Ride, Angel, and the third volume of the manga!! (Don't worry, I won't geek out over them this time. It actually made me REALLY pissed off, but that's all you're hearing from me :3) I got them yesterday, finished both of them today.
  • The way we do things in World History has changed completely because Mr. W, the head of the department, is an ASS
  • I never finished any of those things I promised I would accomplish this year.
And here's why.
- The 2011 Project of EPIC!ness is on hold because in the middle of January my camera broke.
"Really Gemmie? Already?"
HEY. Not my fault. My nephew knocked it out of my hands and the lens got awkwardly dislodged into the camera.
"You couldn't have had the strap on?"
Actually, I was about to put it back in my case when he started doing this cute thing. So being the aunt that I am, I kept my camera positioned on him so I could take a picture but to my dismay he knocked it out of my hands by the time he reached me Dx
My camera was actually supposed to be done fixing a few weeks ago, but my brother in law hasn't gotten around to picking it up. Ah well.
So that also means that not only can I not make a decent quality video, I also could not commit to taking a picture every day of this year without getting all pissy about the horrible quality of my phone as compared to the kickass quality that Canon cameras never fail to exhibit. However, I still have taken quite a few photos on my phone, so I shall share that with you. :]
- As for the Ultimate Harry Potter Reread, I was planning on sharing that with my brother, but we missed too many days so I decided to pick up again at CoS. However, for some reason I never did pick it up again and now we're already on the fourth book, which is like really crazy o_0
I shall reread the series on my own sometime.

However, even though I didn't adhere to the whole "take a picture every day of this year" thing, I do have quite a few pictures on my phone (it says like 79 or something).
Okay first, my art work (:
(just so ya know, I'm putting up LINKS because I'm putting pretty much ALL the pics and whatnot from my phone)

These are from art class
Sleepless: Project 1
Noodle Doodle: Sketchbook 2 ~ Organic/Geometric line practice
Toy Box: Sketchbook... 3? ~ 2 point perspective
Folie a Deux bears: Sketchbook... 4? ~ Broken Values
(this one actually has more to it, I just don't have the completed project yet)
Going Home: Project 2
(that's a really bad picture of it because it was in the display case and I wasn't tall enough to get a good picture)
Patrick Stump: Project 3, progress 1
Patrick Stump: Project 3, progress 2
Patrick Stump: Project 3, progress 3
(it's still not done, though :P)

These two are for my French culture project:
(I actually still need to colour it)
(it's sucky, I know. Just shut up XP)

Fun with Food!
(yeah... No real creative title there)
I have duplicates of these, though, just because I never feel like deleting too much off my phone. These are the ones that look better.
Oh and as for the dinosaurs, I actually FOUND my dinosaur sandwich cutter after I lost it when I used it like twice (yeah, I'm bad with stuff), so I got all excited and started a photoshoot with them at the lunch table XD

Lunch People
I'm not going to put names, as I do have friends from around the world who haven't actually met me and these people would be pissed if I put these pictures of them on the internet, so I'm just going to put their pictures and a list of the people who are in the set with no particular correspondence. You internet stalkers, major brownie points to you if you figure out who's who (:
(yeah. I'm taking French. I get to use French numbers XD)
Timmy, Stacy, Brielle, Maryan, Sergio, Ross
Unfortunately, I couldn't get EVERYONE who sits next to us, so these are just a few.

Around School
(that is the ONLY picture of me on my phone, besides one measly birthday one. Title reference to a Family Force 5 song)
(That is NOT my locker)
(Gloria drew that on my hand)
All of these pictures were to help me with inspiration or reference for Going Home: Project 2 except for Mr. Monopoly Man, Kiss Me, and Nerd Glasses.

Winter Wonderland

Chilling at Home
(over Skype. That is now her contact icon XD)
(my eye over Skype from Stacy's view. Ain't it purdy?)

Photography
I joined a photography contest on MNI (I'm second, but I'll most likely lose) and these are the results of it
(the bolded ones are the pictures I sent in and the poems are the ones I choose for each round)
A Book by Emily Dickinson
Acquainted With The Night by Robert Frost
(it was FUCKING COLD when I took those pictures)
Monologue at 3am by Sylvia Plath
(ditto for these. Got snow in my boots)

Other Shit
(those are Kristine's)

And that, ladies and gentleman, was every picture on my entire phone (minus a few pointless ones)
If you actually looked through all those, please tell me if there are duplicates, broken links, or texts without pictures (I may have missed a few). Merci ^_^
Since you guys were so freaking amazing, I'm going to also upload the video of me shelving Max Ride (it's not on my empty and abandoned channel since I don't want to soil that with a crappy phone video, so it's on my photobucket instead)
Yeah. It's a big deal to me.
Do I really sound like that? Or do I just always sound weird in videos? It sounds like I have like a nasal condition or something. Damn.
Anyway, I just realized that I said, "I still need Order of the Phoenix" when you can see the big blue book RIGHT THERE. I meant I still need Prisoner of Azkaban, which weirdly enough is like my favourite book out of the entire series yet I don't have it. Odd.
Anyway, sorry that's kind of rambly, but I wanted to show it to someone.

A few more things:
Audience: OH. MY. GOD. WHEN will she SHUT UP?!
... Well then, you rude ass bastards. You can just LEAVE. Nobody here likes you anyway.
But I know there are those of you who do like me, as I have acquired 2 new followers.
Yay~! ^_^
I have NO fucking idea why you would want to follow this S.O.B. but it's your decision, so welcome to my cave of doom blog made from hell. I hope you realize what you're getting into, as I hardly ever update.
And you know what? I have been on here for about a YEAR now and I still post a bit. I think that's a new record :] W00T!

Also, a few days ago my favourite YouTuber, Destery Moore, celebrated his 20th birthday! YAY!
I wonder why I didn't get this excited when it was my sister's 20th birthday, my niece's 1st birthday, or my brother's 10th birthday. I'm such an awesome sister/aunt. XD
You should go check out Destery's channels if you haven't already. He's Highly Larious ^_^
Because I'm a stalker, I'm also putting up his birthday tweets (I totes wished him a happy birthday)
2:50 am February 19: Sooooo. happy birthday me? someone take me to the fuckin nursing home. I'm 20.
12:08 pm February 19: Thanks for all the "Happy birthday"s! I got over 1000 of them! :DD
11:32 pm February 19: So for my birthday, I bough myself a 120$ lightsaber and a replica of the Delorean from Back to the future. :P #goodtimes
11:33 pm February 19: Not to mention, My mommy brought me to a nice Restaurant and bought me some clothes!! [I love how he still says Mommy too ^_^]
11:34 pm February 19: And then I went to a theme-park. and swam. :P Something was missing in this day. I think it knows what it was.

IDEK 8: Valentine's Love (another Destery video but it's like really really old)
Really Real Show 5 (Family Force 5 webisode series, now cancelled as their cameraman went on to pursue other ventures)
SEXY CUPID KILLED!!? (Shane Dawson. 'Nuff said. You should at least watch this one)
There are probably a bunch more, those are just the three I can remember right now ^_^

Anyway, I hope that totally makes up for 2 months of silence. Even if you didn't have a Valentine this year, I will be your Valentine everyday. I LUFF YOUUU!!

TWGS ♥